There is a niggling discomfort in the pit of my stomach each day I wake, and then I realise why My mind loses it's focus at times throughout the day, and then I realise why An unexpected tiredness falls upon me sometimes, and then I realise why..... I miss you Gin and there is nothing I can do about it. I just have to remember your beautiful face, the chats we have had and the times we have spent together. I keep in my mind our holiday in France in June 2014. The very best of times. Fun, laughter, table tennis in the sunshine, lazing in the garden, walks on the beach, ice cream, food round the table outside, taking it in turns to cook...what did you cook Gin....must have been spag bol surely....and gardening of course. I will hold those memories close, always. Nothing elaborate Gin, just simple straightforward love and affection. I just wish you were still here xxxx